Tuesday 22 May 2007

My Ex LoVeR

Never thought I would someday meet my ex lover again. Especially after so many years of our breakup. But then, this actually happened to me yesterday when I was on my way home. At that time, I was driving back home while listerning to some favorite songs. Suddenly, there was this car overtaking me from the right. At first, I couldn't be bothered to look at it. But moments later, something inside me reminded me of my past. And I just could not waste even a second to look at what's moving in front of me. Yes, it looked so familiar. I knew that. That's is my ex lover.

Just out of the blue, my mind was flooded with tons of memories from the past. The good time we're together. The sweet time we spent together. The one that always accompanied me anywhere I went to. The one that was faithfully around me, no matter whether it's dark or bright outside. The one that I fell in love with. The one that hugged and kissed. The one that I spent my time and money on. The one that always shared the good and the bad time with me. The one that saw me laughing, smiling and even crying. The one that I spent my life with for almost 7 long years. I must say there are too many memories together and I can't forget it.

Unfortunately, that didn't last long. It was a painful decision to make that I had to step out from the relationship, and move on with my life. It took me a few months to come up with that decision. Some people advised me to leave and move on. Some disagreed. But then, I must do what I did. Breakkup is the only solution. I can't afford to have this relationship. I almost broke myself sometimes especially we're in deep trouble. So, I told myself - enough is enough. Life has to move on.


But then, since the car was right ahead of me, I just could not help myself from my own craving. So, I speed up just to try to overtake that car. I wanted to take a full glimpse at my ex lover. Unfortunately, there's another car next to me stopping me from overtaking that car. I tried not to lose that car from my sight. And from behind, I just kept staring at that car. I smile. Then I waived at my ex lover. I felt like hugging and kissing my ex lover like I did in the past. I felt like papering my ex lover the way I did in the past. I wish I could do all sort of things i did in the past with my ex lover again.


Unfortunately that I had to be stopped as I had to take an exit to another direction to go home. And that car suddenly disappeard form my sight. But before I lost my ex lover again, I did waive my hand for the last time. I don't know when I will get to see my ex lover again.


Gosh, I really miss my ex lover now. And i wish I could be with my ex lover now. It would be fun I believe. But then, what can I do. My ex lover has already been somebody's special now. And I am glad that somebody really takes good care of my ex lover just the way I did before. Thank you for that.


Hmm....oh by the way...don't get me wrong...this ex lover I mentioned above is definitely NOT the driver of that car. It's the CAR itself, known as Kancil 660 with registration WGB 3xx0. That was the car I drove for 7 long years. That was my lover for 7 years and I really loved it. I am glad that is owner still maintains that same color. And I'm happy that it's indeed in a good hand. It is amazing that i got to see my old car again after I traded it in a few years back. Seeing it again after so many years really makes me happy.

2 comments:

Kelar the chubbies said...

Aaarrggghh...Tipah tertipu..tipah tertipu..huhuhu...neway, nehow...I luv that car too.

Syiera said...

heheheh....sekali sekala...kena gak buat terkejut tegempak camnih...baru trilll....^0^