Sensitive issue..

"Macam papan la, sekeping aje"
"Alah..si Ira yg kurus keding tu!"
"Sekali angin tiup boleh jatuh..."
"Apsal kurus sgt? Sakit ke?"
”Eh’ Dik nape kurus sangat ni? Makin hari makin kurus”
”You tu kurus sangat, pakai apa pun tak sesuai”
”Carila baju besar sikit, kurus sangatla”
”Diet ke??”
”Cengkungnya pipi”
”Badan slim riverla u nih”
”Keciknya pinggang..(script kalau pegi tailor dgn kawan) sbb tu I suka pergi sorang2.”

Inilah dialog2 kebenaran yg sering I terima daripada masyarakat sekeliling/kawan-kawan/family members/long lost friends/neighbours.

I bukan Orang Aneroxia. Tu dah bab lain.. tu komplikasi fizikal akibat perasan badan gemuk sangat tapi badan tu dah kurus. Haa...that’s Aneroxia.

I nak ceritala kat semua yang duk menegur seperti dialog diatas tu, sebenarnya I ni bukannya nak sangat kurus ni pun. Infact, saya ni nak gemuk!! Bukan gemuk yang macam makcik-makcik tu...tp badan berisi sedang cantik. Dah makan banyak pun still tak mau nak naik jugak badan ni, dah tu camne? Hari-hari I makan benda-benda yang heavy, breakfast nasi lemak, lunch pun makan nasi campur, dinner makan nasi lagi. Ada sampai 1 hari I makan sampai 5 kali..termasuk supper. Style makan I mengalahkan orang yang berbadan gempal tapi kuantiti yang I ambil tu basic ajer tak banyak sangat dan tak sikit sangat. Kalau balik kampung kalau auntie yang masak, lagila i boleh mengadap lauk-lauk kat meja makan tu, ratah sampai licin and i’m the last person to finish my foods. I suka masakan auntie..sedappp!!

Bab pakai baju pun orang nak tegur, yelah..tak semua orang kurus berbadan potongan model. Supermodel-supermodel tu pun kurus jugak, tapi sebab depa tinggi, tak obvious sangat rite? Nak pilih seluar, kena fitting betul-betul..nak beli baju make sure tangkap muat..tak boleh too small...nanti orang tegur kenapa bentuk body macam budak umur belasan tahun? So, sekarang ni banyak baju I beli yg loose fitting...either lengan panjang atau three quater...kalau nak diikutkan I suka yang body fit...tp loose ke..body fit ke...so no hal. Kalau pakai baju kurung..adalah orang tegur, it’s better for me to wear baju kurung instead of kebaya, kebaya moden, kurung moden...etc..etc...etc. Baju-baju tu yang i paling banyak compare to baju kurung...eemm...I tak minat sangat baju kurung.

Apa-apa pun, orang kurus ni macam orang lain jugak. Semuanya sama except fizikal aje. Yang penting mental & fizikal sihat dan tak ada komplikasi kesihatan. Badan kurus takpe, asalkan fit and steady…Alhamdulillah, syukur dengan apa yang Tuhan anugerahkan.

Tapi yang tak tahannya…ada yang mulut-mulut ni tak reti nak memandang ajer…suka sungguh nak mengomen itula...inila...ada aje yang nak komen...ada aje yang tak perfect kat mata depa tu..mesti nak 'bercakap'!! Tengok ajer tak boleh ke?!?!?!?!

So my dear friends, STOP saying that ‘particular’ word ok. Terang-terang I cakap…I tak SUKA. So, please...STOP!! Kalau rasa mulut tu terasa nak terkeluar aje perkata “KURUS” tu…so think about it TWICE...or i will @#$&^^$&. Bair that in mind. I really meant it this time!!!

Short trip 2 Png..

Bertolak dari KL hari Sabtu pagi pukul 10.30am naik bas Aeroline Express. Ambik bas kat One Utama. Senang ambik bas kt situ sebab dekat dengan rumah...dan amat selesa dan tak sesak dengan manusia-manusia macam station2 bas yang lain. Pagi tu I dijamu Subway Club Sandwiches, Mineral Water, Coffee/Tea. Perjalan mengambil masa selama 4.30 hrs. 3.00pm dah sampai Penang.

Kay ambik kt Terminal Bas Sg Nibong, then dia hantar I ke G Hotel kat Jalan Gurney, pehtu dia balik office sambung kerja. I suppose to attend Syazrah’s wedding that night, tp there’s a change of plan tak jadi pegi malam tu.

While waiting for him to come, I jalan-jalan sekitar Gurney Plaza. Located, sebelah G Hotel ajer. Gurney Plaza ni macam ala-ala Pavilion/KLCC kt KL ni. All branded-branded things jual kat sini. Pengunjung paling ketara pegi situ is tourist from middle east country. Memang ramai kat situ, dah rasa macam I pulak kat negeri depa. GSC pun ada kat situ..heh..heh..heh. Best la kalau sapa-sapa nk stay kat G Hotel tu mmg highly recommended. Convenient sangat, nak makan pun senang, nak pegi town pun tak jauh, nak pegi Tanjung Bungah, Batu Ferengghi, Tanjung Tokong pun tak jauh.

Kay datang lepas maghrib. Kami pegi ke nite market...yang sedang famous diperkatakan sekarang ni. DVD pun murah-murah....dulu 1 RM4.00. Skrg dah RM5.00. Ada pulak tu, beli 10 percuma 1. Heemm….i ni mmg tak beli la dvd nih, sbb I xder dvd player. Kay beli byk jugakla...borong macam dia pulak nak menjual..heh..heh...heh. I tak beli apa sangat pun, my intention is not to shopping...ada sebab lain sebenarnya kesana..:) Just name it, u get it there.

Dah penat pusing-pusing kat sana, time untuk makan. Kami makan ikan bakar kat Tanjung Tokong…lupala apa nama kedai tu. Tapi, kedai ni mmg tepi laut...nice view...walaupun dah malam.

Next day, Kay datang hotel, we had b’fast kat hotel, i entitled for 2 person b’fast..rugila kan kalau tak guna. I ajak dia b’fast kt hotel. Lepas dah b’fast we went to Tanjung Bungah. Latest attractions of Tanjung Bungah is the floating mosque. It was completed in 2005.

Selesai kt sana, we went to Toy Museum, tak masuk pun. It’s New and specially made for us, especially tourists. Inside the museum you'll see all kind of dolls to play with, but they are in a glass showcase. The dolls are from Sesamy Street to Kongfu Fighters. The museum is only to have a look. You can't touch anything, which is a pity for children.

Lepas tengok toys, tengok rama-rama pulak. Kt sini pun tak masuk…just pusing kat luar pintu tu ajer. Panasla pulak masa tu....well, The Penang Butterfly Farm is more than just a tourist attraction. It is set up as a 'live museum' to educate the public as well as a research centre to develop breeding methods. Today, from what Kay told me, the Penang Butterfly Farm is the first tropical butterfly farm ever set up in the tropical world, with an average flying population of 4000 Malaysian butterflies of 120 different species..heemm…byk tuuuu!!!

Next destinations is Botanic Gardens. Nak masuk sini free tak kena bayar. Tapi kami tak masuk pun, Cuma sempat snap gambar pintu pagar aje…hehehehe. Rasa macam tak sempat kalau nak jalan-jalan kat dalam tu, Kay kata, maybe 2 jam jugakla kalau nak pusing keliling garden tu. Well, xperlah...maybe next time, bila i cuti lebih panjang sikit. Tempat kami letak kereta tu, adala beberapa ekoq ‘cik nyet’...tgh duk lepak-lepak tunggu orang bagi makan…:) :D

Then, pegi ke Chowrasta Bazaar. Apa ada kat sini, meh sini nak habaq mai. Bazaar Chowrasta untuk orang Kelantan, adalah seperti Bazaar Buluh Kubu dan untuk orang TGanu, Pasar Kedai Payang. Orang Kedah, Pekan Rabu. Di bahagian bawah, wet market, kedai2 jual jeruk (pala, salak, betik dll), daging, ikan dan lain-lain barangan dapur. Papa pesan beli jeruk betik, otak udang, balm pala, jeruk buah pala, buah pala (gula), etc..etc...etc. Byk jugakla bershopping segala jenis jeruk kat situ. Agaknya Papa tu lupa kot i ni naik bas...bukannya bawa Cabai pun..:( :( Berat weeihhh...:( Nasibla Kay tu ada, boleh tolong bawa barang-barang tu...if not mau patah tulang, urat sendi ni tauu..:) :D

Penat dah ni, balik hotel semula. I late check-out without any extra charged!! Hehehehe…Thanks Izuan!!! Check-out pukul 4pm..heh..heh…heh…:) Sebelum tu we had lunch kat Chilis. Tu pun sebelah hotel jugak..turun lif, GF dlm G Hotel tu. Mmg convenient stay kt situ. Tak payah pening2 susah2 hati nak cari makan apa kat sana. Tp, I ni memang tak makan nasi kandar. Sebabnya, i tak suka kuah yg byk, dan lauk yg bersepah2 tu...susah nak makan. Awal-awal habaq kt Kay NO nasi kandar..eventhough i know Penang is famous with its Nasi Kandar. To me, I wont be bother.

Kay hantar I ke Terminal Bas. Bas bertolak tepat pukul 5pm. Otw to KL, depa jamu makan Nasi Ayam Ayamas, Mineral Water & Coffee/Tea. Kenyangla naik bas Aeroline nih...hehehehe. 9.30pm sharp I sampai One Utama. Sungguh selesa sepanjang perjalanan ke KL.

Bila lagi nak p Penang? Tak taula bila. Tp bila-bila I nak p sana, pandai la I habaq kat kawan-kawan kot2 depa nak pesan apa2 from Penang tu. Panjang jugak ek I cerita psl Penang trip ni..:) :D

Wedding Syazrah - Mlca & Png

Empty...

Actually I'm in the middle of doin something... But I guess it wont hurt to be doin 2 things at the same time. As long as I know what I'm doin.. Multitask..

Its a strange feeling. A feeling of emptiness. Weired coz everybody is around me but I feel lonely. Its all inside me. I'm bored.

I have a lot of work to clear up, but I seems to lost my concentration. I'v been sitting in front of my desk and looking at all the files piled up. Calls and appointments. Not that I'm lazy to do it but I just felt so bored. Where's all my spirit and energy goes???? Hello... Come back....

I have everything inside me that I wish I can write here and make everybody understand how I really feel right now. But its very hard because I'm not really good in words. I have problem in explaining things. I used to keep everything inside me. Being me... alone... What I want... my plan... my dreams... my hope... everything...

Just like a hug..

....this cold, fine morning....I woke up with tears in my eyes....I had a dream...not a bad dream..just a dream that left me with such intense feeling of missing someone...it's new feeling for me...it's just so raw and intense..not a bad thing either...cos I felt wonderful..having to feel such emotion in me. I felt silly for crying...that's something that I have to learn to control....I had been known to be a hard-hearted girl...but this past few days have brought out the crybaby in me :p

Although....now, when I cry, I know I won't be alone. Such comfort...such warm wonderful feeling. It is...just like a hug.

A hug..is such a wonderful thing. It's so simple, yet powerful.

*The thought of you....is just like a hug*

Kenduri tepi tasik

Ni la first time I attend wedding kat Tasik Titiwangsa. Wedding ni wedding adik ipar pada kawan I, Noreshah aka Ecah aka Shah..:) Memandangkan kami ni merupakan her close very close friend...untuk tidak mengecilkan hatinya...kami dengan senang hati gembira ria menghadirkan diri ke wedding tersebut.

Pengantin diarak ke pelamin. Nampak tak eye of Malaysia kat 2nd pic tu?

Me & Ila....muka dah kekenyangan




Me, Lily, Ila, Shah (Tn Rumah) & K Lyn

Lepas dah selesai majlis tersebut, memandangkan kami dah berada kat Titiwangsa tu..dah alang-alang kat situ, so we grab the opportunity naik Eye of Malaysia..:) Kami dengan berkebaya, berbaju kurung bagai ni haa..nak tergelak pun iyer jugakla. We don't care...naik tetap naik. RM15, 5 rounds..okla tu.






Gayat Lily ek? Kuat pegang Haziq tu..:)



TerDIAM masing-masing..hehehehe


P/S - Wedding tersebut masuk kat dalam suratkhabar Sinar Harian, Ahad 3 Ogos 2008.